Seriously. It gets difficult to justify my continued existence on this planet. No one will ever see me as a human being, ever.

I'll always be the stereotypical white guy, the stereotypical American, the stereotype. I don't want to live that way.

Don't believe me? Go to answers.yahoo.com and tell me with a straight face we live in the best generation. Holy. Fucking. Shit

There are pages of answers on that site saying that if you're circumcised you're a backwards retard with zero sexual potency and an IQ to match. Well, sorry for not giving my parents the finger when I was 12 seconds old, I'll do better next time.

There are pages of answers on that site saying that if you're born in America you are automatically a warmongering terrorist. Oh, goodie, so if you're born in Africa you're automatically an AIDS-infested rapist and if you're born in England you're a dowdy prick with bad teeth and no money?

I don't know what's worse: living with the knowledge that these people exist or living with these people.

I get so frustrated sometimes. I feel like no one will ever just look at me. No religion, race, creed, nationality involved.

I just want someone to see me and not all the things people tell them to see in me.

I mean, come on. Circumcision arguments? Is the entire world so flippantly uncaring about all the problems with economies and wars that we have to measure each others dicks? Is the world ruled by college fraternities? Seriously, that argument really set me off. It made me fucking mad. I don't CARE what my dick looks like. I had no CHOICE in the matter. Maybe my parents shouldn't have chosen for me, that part of the argument I can understand, but it's a little late in the game to be feeling insecure about yourself, don't you think?

The American thing is getting old too. "If you live in America you're a meanie." GO FUCK YOUR MOTHER! I don't care what you think about me! I've got a job, a beautiful woman who means the world to me, and a wonderful life that I worked hard to attain. I could literally not care less about your opinion! Seriously! Maybe the reason you don't like me is because you don't know me. You make judgments before you get your facts straight.

Good fucking Lord, am I the only one who thinks this way? Is my mindset so alien to all of you that no one can understand that I just want to be a regular guy? That stereotyping and centuries-old beliefs are grating to me and I don't like to be subjected to them? Since when did the world go fucking insane?

There is no point to it.

How many people have died, how many lives have been ruined, how many countries have fallen because of race? The Jews in the Holocaust, the hateful reverie against foreigners in South Africa, the deaths of untold billions?

Thanks, race.

We categorize ourselves by our skin and nothing more. We see flesh, weak and pitiful, and we elevate it to the highest standard of creation. We associate everything with our skin; our intelligence, our atheletic abilities, our sexual prowess, our kindness. We attribute nothing to ourselves, only to the Altar of Flesh.

I have a vision of one day when man and man look at one another and do not think "There is a shifty-eyed kike" or "What a greedy looking peckerwood" or "I bet that nigger wants my money".

My vision is of a day when man and man look at one another and think, "There is a human being."

We are not insects or diseases to be categorized and placed in jars on a shelf. We are not animals to be caught, tagged, and chased throughout our lives.

We are human. We are the zenith of life on our planet, not our skin.

We are one.

Problem #1: His lies.

I'm not one for duplicity. Life is too short to be spent figuring out who's truthful and who's not. Barack Obama is not truthful. Recently, he made a comment that he was going to "move us from an economy that runs on fossil fuels and foreign oil to one that relies more on homegrown fuels and clean energy" (L.A. Times). Correct me if I'm wrong, but didn't Republicans during the Bush and Clinton administrations say the exact same thing? They were derided as idiots and environmentally insensitive, but Obama is hailed as a hero. Obama's so called off-shore drilling is a ploy to lure undecided Republicans over to his side; to convince people that he is a moderate president even though his campaign trail supported ultra-leftist tendencies (socialized health care, etc.)

Problem #2: His attitude.

The large part of this country's debt can be placed squarely at the feet of entitlement. People believe that they are entitled to things. Tiger Woods thought he was entitled to some free poontang, as did Jesse James. People are too afraid to come out and say that special interest groups (NCAA) and government run institutions (The Education System) are bleeding our coffers dry. Why did teachers strike last year? Because "Education Cuts Never Heal", right? These people are mad because they are being paid what they deserve; their skill levels and the grades of their students reflect their effectiveness and by extension their paychecks. Obviously, raising teacher salaries does nothing to help education (California has the highest paid teachers in the country but is second to lowest in reading and math scores.) Obama, too, shares this entitlement attitude. He believes that people should get things for free, i.e. health care. Problem is, you can't just pull a bundle of money out of your ass and everything turns hunkey dorey.

There're more, but I don't feel like putting them up right now.